I'm Freeeeeee

For the first time since November 26, I woke up and didn't have to think about a cancer treatment. It's so surreal.  I know this should be such a happy time for me, but I am actually kinda sad. I cried all day yesterday. I got used to a routine and even though it was for something that sucked, I enjoyed it (well, I enjoyed the people). It's crazy the ups and downs you go through when dealing with something traumatizing like cancer.  I am thankful I am cancer free and can now start my life again, I just have to learn to cope with my crazy emotions around it all. Luckily, I am going to see my therapist pal, Melinda, today for some good ol' one on one therapy.