I'm Bringing Sexy Back

My gift to myself when I finished chemo was Justin Timberlake tix in Vegas. They were way more money than I have ever spent on tickets but I didn't care. Not only would I be able to see my other boyfriend perform, but I'd get to go to Vegas. Yesterday was the show and it was incredible. He had a DJ open for him, which I preferred much more than some lame opening act. He played for 3 hours, which my pal Stacie told me about, so I was prepared.  I thought I wouldn't be able to handle 3 hours, but I could have watched 3 more. It was that good. He played hit after hit all while dancing and didn't miss a beat. Then, part of the stage detached and moved towards the back of the theater so people in the back had amazing seats for some of the show. Our already really good seats became front-row, great seats.It was one of the best concerts I have ever been to.

Blurry shot of how close JT was to us once the stage moved to the back

Another blurry shot of my other boyfriend

Giving Thanks

I kinda always looked at Thanksgiving as a holiday to stuff your face and hang with good friends and family. This year, it means more to me. I am so thankful for so much in my life right now:
My health
My family
My boyfriend
My friends
My pets
My pixie do (I  am just thankful to have hair period)
My strength (mental and physical)
My sense of humor
My positive attitude (most of the time)
And all of the amazing NEW people I have met this past year

My Love's On Jeopardy, Baby

My boyfriend's dream came true last night. He won on Jeopardy!! He is a trivia "nerd" and is constantly doing crossword puzzles, going to trivia nights and playing Scrabble. He also watches Jeopardy religiously. He took a test online and they wanted him to be on the show. He did so great and I was so proud of him. Since he won, he will be on tonight's episode as well (as long as they air it since it's a holiday). Tune in to see how he does!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING

A Year In The Life

A year ago today, I was diagnosed with breast cancer
A year later, I am cancer free
A year ago today, I cried hysterically
A year later, I laugh hysterically
A year ago today, I didn't know where I would be in a year
A year later, I am happier, stronger, healthier and more grateful than ever. I have a cute pixie do and a lust for life
Don't take life for granted
Wake up every morning and say, "today is going to be a great day"
Surround yourself with positive people who lift your spirits
Be appreciative
Make me a sandwich

Viceroy Palm Springs, How I Love Thee

For the past couple of years, we have gone to Palm Springs for my birthday in July. This past birthday, I was a month done with chemo and still struggling a bit and in the middle of radiation. I wasn't really allowed to be in the sun and I was wearing my wig and Palm Springs in the summertime is hot as balls. I was actually pretty bummed. I told John as soon as I'm not wearing my wig and I'm feeling better, we are going. We decided to go for our anniversary trip this past weekend. We always stay at the Viceroy and it feels like our home away from home. It's a boutique hotel so it's small, but they wait on you hand and foot. The food and drinks are delicious. The rooms are funky and cute. And the best part...we get to bring Bert. We had a nice, relaxing time. I do prefer it when it's a bit warmer out, but it was still great. John even got in the pool. We took a yoga class today and I was so impressed with John. He has only done yoga one other time, many years ago, and he did so well. He was able to get in full-on bridge pose. I can't even do that. I also treated myself to a massage, which was very much needed. I have always gotten the best massages at the Viceroy and this weekend was no exception. As I was paying, a masseuse told me she loved my hair. She is the first stranger to tell me she liked my hair, so it lifted my spirits.This weekend gets an A+ in the books.

Just sitting by the pool

Bert + John + bloody marys = yes please

Bert loves the sun

Giant Marilyn Monroe statue in town

Singing Mammogram

If mammograms were anything like singing telegrams, I bet people would enjoy them a hell of a lot more. Today, I had my yearly mammogram. Even though my petscan and bloodwork came back clear, I was still nervous. I am happy to report that it came back clear!!!! My  eyes welled up when the tech told me and I said to her, "last year at this time, I got very different news". My next blood test is Jan 3. Until then, I will be stress free and enjoy the holidays!

Short Hair Don't Care

Am I actually kinda liking my short hair? A little bit. Who knew that I'd be into it. Some days I do feel like a boy or I am anxious for the front to grow a little bit more, but I don't hate it. I even feel a tiny bit confident and almost cocky and I am allowing it because I need it right now. I've always been a bit insecure. I got my nose done a few years ago because I got teased so much as a kid. I was never the pretty girl growing up, which is why I became the funny girl. But now, I feel like the pretty girl (and the funny girl, because let's face it, I'm fucking hilarious). It's interesting that cancer has given me confidence, but shoot, I'll take it.

Me, Stacie and Erin from Erin's photography exhibit this weekend

Still Crazy After All These Years

Today, John and I celebrated our 4 year anniversary! I think someone should call Guinness because I have never been in such a wonderful, normal relationship that has lasted this long (don't tell John). I got home from work to a beautiful bouquet of roses. I am obsessed with flowers of any kind, so it was perfect.  Then, we went to Pace for dinner. I love this place. It's all organic, hormone and antibiotic free. We had a wonderful meal. And to top it all off, I actually felt pretty and feminine for the first time in a long time. My hair is allllllmost at a length that I can style it a bit and I'm playing around with makeup. Today was a great day!

Pr Pr Pr Prius

I am not a car gal.  I thought I was when I bought my mustang several years ago. I loved how it looked, but I was too little for it and it was too much car for me. I decided to buy a Prius in 2009 and never looked back. I loved it. It's not the best looking car, but filling up on gas every 2 weeks for $35 was enough for me and it's so easy to drive. My lease was going to be up in December, but I decided to turn it in early and get the exact same car I had, just updated. So I am now the proud owner of another black Prius (2013). I'm getting the windows tinted tomorrow and the car salesman said the wheels on this Prius are black and look hot without the hubcaps, so I may be taking those off. I gotta pimp my ride so I can ghost ride the whip.

Saying goodbye to an old friend

Saying hello to a new friend who looks exactly the same as my old friend

Walk To End Alzheimer's

Two years ago, I lost my grandfather to Alzheimer's/Dementia. It was awful seeing him deteriorate and I feel for anyone who has to watch a loved one go through this awful disease. When I came home from his funeral, I turned on the TV and there was a commercial for the Walk to End Alzheimer's and I knew it was a sign. I formed our team, The Dirty Martinis (my grandfather's favorite drink) and started fundraising. Last year we raised over $5,000. This year we did just over $1,000, but I'm still proud and I know Grandpa Harry would be too. 

PYT Minus the Y

My oncologist thought I might have some cording on my left side where my lymph node was removed. It's kinda like scar tissue that builds up and just needs to be massaged out by a physical therapist. I went today for my first physical therapy session ever and it was great. She didn't seem to think I had cording. Just thought the muscles was under-used. She did some massage on the area and then we did some stretches and immediately after, I noticed a difference. She said I only needed a couple pt sessions and I'd be good to go (along with daily stretching). I'll be able to lift a car over my head in no time.